I found one of my running shoes lying alone in the driveway.
it's partner was nowhere to be found.
Lincoln tells me that he threw them outside
(for reasons currently unknown).
Me:
Lincoln, mommy really needs to find my other shoe
or I'm not going to be able to practice and I'm going to lose my race.
Lincoln:
(really concerned face then, BAM! light bulb!)
Mommy!
You can just hop really really fast!
Nice.
Thank you Lincoln.
I'll do that.
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thank you all so much for your encouragement and running tips.
I'm happy to report that I actually did it.
Monday, I ran 3 consecutive miles!
well, I did walk 2 small hills for less than 1 min each.
I was bewildered by my ability to do this.
truly stunned.
not to say it was at all pleasant.
no.
I'm quite certain there were 3 or 4 times when I actually
HOPED a car would take me out and save me from my misery.
Tuesday was a resting day.
Today, I miraculously did it again!
Tomorrow:
FOUR.MILES.
Seriously.
To be totally transparent:
I'm freaking out of my mind.
Allllllll that said,
honestly thank you.
Your tips and encouragement truly gave me courage.
So many of you expressed the reality that it's all a mental game.
I can now attest to that as well,
because when I said earlier that there was no way I could EVER,
EVER run 3 miles,
I wasn't being modest.
It was quite literally, physically impossible. . .
and yet. . .
wow.
I'm amazed and can't help but mention the parallel to life in general.
I'm consistently CONVINCED that I just CAN'T do this or that,
and yet. . .
hmmmmmm.
lots of love and happy Wednesday!
N
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